Oh this journal shall contain a survey from my Naru-uke's page. Also some what ups for future references. Also, if you want an amazing Sci-Fi series, check out Tokko or Noein. I luv them!

Ello, i know that i havn't been updating a whole lot lately but hell, i'm really busy. I have school for most of the day, and work on the weekend all day long, so i don't get much time to respond to most of the comments, though i will in good time, usually i try to not make over a week long wait. So no worries okay.

SugoiCon!

Hellz yeah i went there! Though i hated the hour long wait for my badge and crap. But it was fun! I had met up with Bai-sama and SexySharingan while i was there, cute cosplays by the way you guys. And thank you SexySharingan for walking around with me the whole day! I went to a concert for a short while, was going to the formal ball and went for like 20 minutes, went dancing, kissed some but hugged a lot of Gaara fans, met a few Matts (luv you to death! xD), and played my game for 3 hours long. Oh, sorry to mention, I was genin Gaara (last minute, not a lot of effort but still recognizable), Konan from Naruto Shippuden, Matt from Death Note (kissed the Mello dressed as Matt and kissed Near), and apparently some Resident Evil chick (i forget the name) that looks like Konan. So I had a lot of fun, I lost 30lbs, and gained 25lbs, so I lost 5lbs! Yeah!

OhayoCon

OhayoCon is now in question. I plan to grow out my hair so i can be Sasori, Sasuke or Gaara at least. If you have any suggestions, please help me out here, cause i'm not sure what i want to be now. But i will defiantely be Alice and the Pirates Version of Sasori.

Definate/Hopfully

Sasbaku No Gaara Cheshire Cat
Uzumaki Naruto Casual
FFX-2 Paine Warrior/Berserker


Home/Work

~Then~
Okay, i know this sounds a little weird but, i think my appartment is haunted.
Well, you see, this used to be a local residence until a tornado blew this place down, and there were a lot of deaths. Also my nstive americann name's meaning is "Child of Death" (was "Born form Death" *ask why? if you want*) and it's starting to creep me out. I used to do things that a lot of people called witch craft but it's actually my family's blessing rituals. So it's kinda creepy a little here. Help me find out what's wrong here, please!
Along with work, i only have one day left which is 2mro. So, not much to say other than i've gotten over a thousand hugs, 27 girls phone numbers, 3 asking my to go to hmecoming, and 8 to prom.

~Now~
My house is officially haunted. But they only try to communicate with me when I'm alone. Except for last night, but I actually got some decent amount of sleep. Well, to prove my point. On October 31 (I know a while back) at exactly 3 A.M., I was online and I notice that my water bottle was across the room. Me being lazy and not wanting to get up, thought out loud "I wish it was closer." I heard a noise in the other direction, I left to find the noise but realise I was all alone and when I returned, it was next to my feet once I sat down. Plus I get the could touches and the feeling of breathing down my neck. So I guess I'll have to live with it.

Page Views

Okay, i'm supper close to 4,000, by now and i'd like to give out an award to whoever gets it.
So that means, i'll post a drawing, and write a Gaara Yaoi(or yuri like SNJ NaruGaa, no Sakura, Hinata,Tenten. But I approve of Temari!) Fanfic of your choice.

~Plus yuo get to help me choose on a "special cospay."

Fanfic rules though~

Can be a threesome/foursome.
Please don't ask for it to be paired with Lee! (that pairing kinda freaks me out at times, but it's still funny).
It can be incest.
Gaara can be uke or seme (lol uke, i luv it when he's uke or uke-seme).
And you chose the theme. (Halloween, vampire, wolves, lycans, demons forms, versions such as gening, chunnin, jonin, anbu, kage, gakuen den, ect.)

So have fun with it!

~Cosplay Rules

Must be PG-13 or else I can't do it. Suckx I know.

Survey!

Got this from [link]
She's f#cking awsome. Love her. : D and me!
<have fun3


::WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...::


I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::/

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?
If you're bored.


::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

Do you care?


Gomenasai for the lack of updating, I have been very busy lately along with school and work. I don’t get to go on much during the weekends; I come home real late and try to reply as soon as I can. I’m also not feeling all too well lately as some of you may know, the H1N1 virus is in my house and defiantly won’t leave. What’s worse is that I haven’t been in school for since Tuesday because I haven’t been feeling all too well since I have been taking the prevention medication. So as far as my planning goes, I might not make it to SugoiCon on Saturday, defiantly not Sunday, but hopefully that I’ll be able to go on Friday and meet all my old friends from last year at the con. Also I would like to put out the bad news.
1. I have been infected with H1N1 (but I’ll live, I just have to deal with the pain for a little while).
2. I might not make it to SugoiCon because of work.
3. Abby and I broke up tragically.
4. I missed my graduation exam due to illness.
5. I just changed classes and I’m so far behind.
6. I’ve been having the nightmares that make me too scared to sleep (I was hoping that they would go away, ever since I’ve had them, it seems they come true).
7. Classmates think I’m a suicidal risk (stupid speaker! I just handle things differently).
8. I’m the most stressed out kid in my school.
9. People are starting rumors about me and they’re pissing me off.
10. My classmates think I’m insane because I practice in Native American rituals and believe in ghosts (which we call spirits).
Yeah a lot of crap to handle, I know. But I’m doing fine like always, it hurt a lot though when the guest speaker asked each one of us in our class what do they feel deep inside. I feel so stupid and answered that I felt that I was hurt and scared for so long, my fear and pain turned to hate and rage. But then my fellow classmates can’t relate what I’ve been through. I mean, most of my classmates don’t understand survival on the streets, transferring from foster home to foster home, parental death, raising children. It’s a lot of tough work. I may not be book smart, but I know how to take care of myself. I just wish that a few people could at least understand that. Especially the family I’m living with, some of them think they can just act the way they are and make it clean through society, but they’ll be in a world of hurt. The problem is I need some help letting it out, but I can’t afford a therapist and medication, and I can’t go to the guidance counselor (seriously, I tried several times and not help what so ever). My so-called friends at school totally abandoned me and think I’m crazy because of one incident when the little monster inside of me lashed out. But thanks to Abby before she left, she gave me a card to where I can talk to people one on one about my problems. So it’s all good.
I would also like to say is that I got Tokko on DVD! SCOREZ! Though it’s only the first five episodes, but now I can totally get the other two and I’m set. Also for Halloween/SugoiCon, I’m going to have a big change. I’m going to be Matt from Death Note, but I’ll be in a girl form. So hopefully I can find a Mello when I go. Anyways thankx for all the support over the past few months, I would also like to know if there are any requests for fanfics or drawings (since my camera died there no photos for a while) because I’ll try to post them as soon as possible. Also I would like to know if anyone will be attending OhayoCon because I don’t want to go alone! Please contact me as soon as possible and tell me if there are any changes. Thank you.
I have also been getting some weird questions and so I’d like to answer some if I will and say a few things to straighten out this mess a little more.
1. I am of fifteen years of age, so please, don’t ask for nude pictures or if you can take pictures of me. It is sort of creeping me out a bit.
2. I live in the United States of America on the east coast as it should say on my Profile.
3. My favorite character is Subaku no Gaara, don’t think that just because of my Profile name,
4. My favorite anime is obviously Naruto, but I also like Death Note, Soul Eater, Kingdom Hearts, and Final Fantasy.
5. My name is Hayden and no I am not a boy, though I don’t mind you thinking that at times.
6. I am Bisexual, but I tend to turn to girls more. I will defiantly fall in love if they look like Gaara.
7. My birthday is in of late October.
8. I am of Asian, European, Middle Eastern, African, and of North American decent.
9. I am a natural brunette but was born a blonde, and then it faded to red, then to what it is now.
10. I am also adopted and I have been seven times.
11. I have a son (NOT BIOLOGICAL) and his name is Michael but we used to call him MJ.
12. Last but not least, I dream to become a professional photographer.
The Rules of “Anime’s-Rounds of Torture.”
If you have seen silent library on MTV, it is pretty much the same as that.
• Grab a group of people and have them write down on a piece of paper of what they would like to see their victim do (please make it appropriate people).
• Set out and have a group of cards, mark them to all say safe but one for the victim.
• Stack them in a pile and then lay one out in front of each player. Flip them over on the count of three and the loser if to pull out a sheet of paper and fund his/her torture.
• If s/he does not do their torture, they are immediately out of the game. The point of this game is to see who would last the longest.
So have fun to all who want to play this game of ours.
*Note*
If you wish to play this as teams against each other you just have to ask me for those rule since they are completely different.

-Matt